To the man that I love ♥️

Assalamualaikum. 

May this reach all of you with His eternal blessings and love. And hey, today post is actually to tell you of the story and notes to the man that I love.

First of all,

I never imagine to befriend with him since he is so sicks. Like mentally sicks and he cannot even one day make me feel ease. 

And hey, who knows that finally he's the one that succeed to steal my heart? Eventhough he keeps ignoring me everytimes I reach him out.

It's sad.

Maybe before this, I would never try to catch someone attention. And be annoying to everyone that I know. But this little guy, I even can lower down my ego and my steel-behaviors to him. Like I never did before. 

But then, he keeps be mean and mad at me. And I did know why he act like that. But then, is it the past memories should be forgiven?

I guess not all people are the same. Altough what I did for the sake of someone else, and I did have point in talking such words. But then, Ego that blooms in a creature named, a man, will never fade easily. It becoming something that haunts their life forever if they ever forget it. But then I guess not all man like that. If all man like that, how comes there's a man that forgive his wife/ girl even though they are caught red-handed? 

For the first time in my life, I do never have said that I love someone that opposite my gender. Like literally I can give the whole wide world for him. And it be very longgg time since I fell in love with every single habit and every little piece of someone eventhough there's many of dark patches all round him. But sincerely, I do love him. And I really do. 

But I guess loving is hard. Not always work. I do realize that I am not a girl that he going to get marry. It impossible and wallahi, if one day I ever can marry him, I would be the most grateful person in this earth. Although I can see what it will become. But I surely would say that I am proud to have him as my husband. Literally eye-pleasant, deen person, protective, strong and family-type (oh not to forget 'the most annoying man on earth' title would always be him). I would happily to have kids and he would teach every single thing to our children that will makes my eyes teary every time I can see such phenomena. 

But I guess, it will always be my imaginary. 

I would never stay even a special place in his heart. 

He never bother my existence.

Although the first time he recognize my feeling towards him, and say something beautifully which I really hope that something will happen.

But I know. It would be inpossible. 

I just miss my old days with him where he would always reach me out and seeks for apologize everytime he made a mistake. Like a boy who crave for attention. That is him. 

Maybe I just too clingy until he become suffocated. And he decided to be mean everytime I be clingy and nice to him. (As before this I always hate him so much till everyday I called him ' lelaki gila'). Thus, with the changing of my behaviours and he cannot stand where I cannot move on from him, he become far and far away from me.

It's hard.

As I do love him. As always said to my friend, knowing him make me want to be better, as I want to be better to myself, him and the most importantly, i better to Allah and others. And I did change bit by bit. And please pray may the good changes in my life will always be better. Wallahi, I feels thise changes since I really serious in getting to know him better and better every single day.

But then ya Allah, if he is the one that can change me to be a better muslimah in future. Please grant him and make his heart fills with my existence and love not the hates and bad-feelings. 

But then Ya Allah, if he is not the one please easy my heart to accept such qadha and qadar written to me, as I am really fragile and connot losing someone that I love so easily. And replace it with someone that will appreciate every single thing that I will do it for him. In shaa Allah amiin. ♥️

Today, again, he hide my stories from his view. It's sad. Or maybe he wants to annoy me as I always said I hate seeing people hide my stories where I only give certain people to view my stories. 

To you the man that I love,

Sorry be too clingy and childish and always crave for your attention, and make you bwcome suffocated with all of this things, but believe me, you are the one since 24 years of my life make me become unbearble like this. Thank you for existing and please, if you ever know how thankful I am to your existence, I am ready to be whatever you want in the future. 

Sincerely,

Amirah. 

Amar Syazwan's Birthday

**before lebih lanjut aku melebarkan mengarut aku malam ni, tema gambar kau semua mono okay. Eh biarlah klasik.

So, assalamualaikum and selamat malam. 

Setelah aku buang semua post yang mengarut teruk zaman duhulu kala, i'm back for good untuk menulis di blog ni walaupun aku rasa nak tampar diri sendiri kenapa aku mengarut banyak sangat dulu. Dia ceni tau, kalau mengarut xde orang bace takpe, ni Tuan Fazrol baca hampir semua bende. Aku like boleh meninggal masa Tuan list satu satu ape aku tulis tu. (Buenohlah aque). Okay aku stop melalut. Gambar post semua pasal Amar ttbe aku mengarut kan?

First of all, 

Meet Amar Syazwan bin Rosman, lelaki yang first berjaya buat aku cerita kesemuanya pasal aku dan gossip pasal manusia like never ending and most importantly, dia like biasan aku tapi versi lelaki (tapi aku lagi hensem lah kalau aku lelaki, eh). 

First like kenal, mamat ni suka betul seh pegang kamera. Pantang pape dia suka betul angkat kamera or fon ambil gambar. Bila dah kenal, ohhh dia mmg photographer. I would say CDC is the first medium that I know every deatil about this man. Kan aku jenis suka 'irob orang. So, masa first aku kenal dia, dia like diam je tak ckp banyak sgt, NAK BUAT EYE CONTACT DENGAN MANUSIA PUN SUSAH. Suka main spek dia (tanda2 tak selesa nak komunikasi straight dgn perempuan yg dia tak kenal). Tapi dah lama2 buat kerja as group, he seems friendly yakmat and bertubi2 suka bagi idea (unlike Haziq banyak idea tapi rasa nak sepak sebab banyak tak logik dari logik). Thus, since dari dulu okay Amar aku kategorikan kau as Ambivert. Tapi extrovert dia akan jadi lebih kalau dgn org dia selesa. Like semua benda yg dia eksited, dia akan cerita dgn penuh penghayatan (kalau miang tu aku rasa nak hempuk jugak lah). But then biasanya ktrg selalu akan think alike, like support each other. Biasa ktrg kike menentang idea Aiman berjemaah. And bila Haziq bagi idea tak logik tu, kena lah dia maki dgn Amar. Sebaik drg member sekurangnya boleh lah sorang kawal antara satu sama lain.

Yaaaa, walaupun dia suka ambil gambar orang, dia tak suka sangat org amik gambar dia. Unless kita amik gambar dia tanpa dia tahu, dia eksited lah ade gambar dia dalam gambar kita ambik tu. Or else dia akan mntk tlg org amikan gambar dia. But then biasanya dia akn kecewa sbb org ambik selalu salah angle yg sepatutnya. Sesungguhnya aku lah antara manusia yang nub itu.

Dalam sispa dia dikenali sebagai penyelamat gadis-gadis sispa, who even bother utk tegur aurat sister, kalau yg tegur tu lelaki. But then, he's the one yg akan bgthu sis lain klau ade sister yg nampak or terdedah aurat. Kebanyakkan sisters sispa akan cari dia lah, masalah kereta mati, langgar, tayar pecah, laptop rosak, internet takleh detect, mintak amik gambar. And amazingly, dia susah nak kata tak. Unless dia penat sgt, dia tak dtg. Or biasa dia pm aku tny masalah sister tu setel belum, kalau tak dia nak tlg. So, bagus gak kau single Amar, boleh buat pahala banyak before ada someone, cer bayang kalau kau dah ade gf, mesti org like takkan opt untuk cari kau. Bagus kan single dulu masa degree ni? :p

Amar Syazwan dia macam nampak okay je ng kawad. Tapi sebenarnya dia tak suka kawad. Tapi APM bukan like nampak kawad banyak. Tapi on the other side, dia terer gila bab bab APM lain. Mostly, aku akan igt masa belajar jelah ahahahahhahahahahhahaha. Kalau gi duty, aku rasa dia lah YO paling tak memalukan sgt kot, sebab igt banyak kalau JL ajardari ktrg ahhahahah.

Di sini saya juga suka memberitahu hobi dia. Ye mengumpul crush. Dalam sispa je ada lebih dari satu. Tak masuk lagi Edu, HS tu. Tapi kumpul jelah, dia bukan playboy. Dia setia and baik sangat kekadang perempuan yang tidak menggunakan akal fikiran yg diberikan Allah tu mainkan perasaan dia. Like aku tak suka tengok dia give up dengan diri dia sebab org lain permainkan dia. Come on, he's too nice and why on earth ada manusia suka mainkan hati orang tanpa fikir perasaan org tu. Hey, rejection tu sakit, tapi bayangkan kena game and perempuan tu play-victim, that the worst. 

Indeed.

Masa time survival, time perempuan givap dgn hidup nak potong buluh, walaupun dia givap dengan pondok dia yg runtuh, dia ttp tlg ktrg. Dia and Ley yg lead masa nak buat meja tu like always lah kan. Masa kem asas tu, dia gak org pilih lead, sebab dia jenis outspoken pasal APM ni, sbb yg lain like blur, hahahahhahahahha termasuk aku. But then, he did well. Banyak gambar aku patut letak utk  throwback tp laptop semua kat uia. Hish. Btw masa kem asa tu first time aku team up dgn dia and dia lead as leader. Kenapa ek kau pilih aku team kau masa tu? Tah aku tak igt tapi macam ade sebab. 

Tapi, tanpa kau, aku tak rasa kita akan banyak gambar2 yang lawa2 and cantik2 and beribu2 untuk disimpan sebagai kenangan masa depan. Thank you for every single of your effort, and aku nak kau tahu, ktrg sentiasa cakap, 'sebaik lah kita ada Amar kan'. Indeed having you as one of our brothers make us feel more like bertuah.

But then having uguys as a whole make us complete, totally strangers at first, but we manage to strengthen the bond till the end of our commisoner. Thank you every single man in K1, Naqi (ni paling banyak berjasa sbb buat semua org kena PT beratus ratus), Immar (penolong naqi) ,Aiman (llki yang sentiasa positif which is aku suka gila kesabaran dia and act dia utk lyn semua org), Hazwan (he didn't even care at first like mcm dipaksa je, but then look at him now, our proud frontliner), Haziq (banyak gebang dia ni tapi selalu buat semua benda), Daus (ni moral utk k1), Mirull (ni sembang, air laut boleh kering, but then high expectation dri dia buat kita jadi better squad), Iwe (tak pernah kata tak kalau mintak tolong), Amir (sentiasa setel masalah kita dgn uia) and the whole complete set will be incomplete without one another. Thank you guys! Wallahi, only Allah can repay every single strength and effort that uguys ever made for us, sisters!

Thus, Amar, I hope nothing but the best for you, moga dipermudahkan apa yg kau inginkan, dapat jodoh yang baik2 as kau selalu baik dengan semua orang, and kalaulah crush yg skrg terbaik utk kau, moga Allah permudahkan, in shaa Allah Amiin! thank you for be a really good listener (although kita banyak gak gaduh walaupun ada gaduh tanpa sebab). Tapi aku rasa kalau aku hilang kau, aku boleh murung hidup, sebab hey you always be there for me. Eh kau kapel kejap dulu pun aku menangis teresak esak kat ogy sebab kau dah wasep dah aku. Tapi its okay aku nak kau end up hidup dgn perempuan yg baik mcm arwah mak kau, yg jaga and care every single thing pasal kau. In shaa Allah. So, chin up brother, jangan fikir lagi pasal future, kau ni jenis golongan pemikir, kan bagus kalau Husna banyak fikir gak. Haih dia tu pemalas betul.

And, aku bangga menjadi one of your close-est sisters. And u always got my back !

Thank you for this frienship and may it last longer than any friendship in this world. Amiin!

 Dan yang bebel ni jugak lah yang kau dgr cakap gak masa kau degil taknak makan ubat. Bila sakit tu rasa nak hempuk, degil kalah budak. And suggestion tu, ade aku tulis (request nak makan ape ke?

sigh). Geram je aku.

Aku cadang kita gi time Lela dengan Iwe kawin, hah terus trip kundasang. Tapi tunggu drg kawin smpt gi Amsterdam dulu kot hahahahahhahahaha.

Dan diakhiri dengan command kawad sleng Temerloh kau!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN TO ONE OF MY FAVORITE PERSON! THANK YOU FOR EXISTING!

Love of a child to his late father

Assalamualaikum guys, i just finished my thinking skills class, soooooo....

it was a shocked to knew that my madam actually is the one who his husband had passed away last year..yeah and i remember last year my ustzah whatapp our group to recite al fatihah to one of CFS lecturer, that is our madam's husband that had passed away.. i thought she around 40-42 something..

We were learnt critical and creative thinking,afther this and that questions,she asked our opinion to help her solve her problem..

'I just lost my husband last year..he passed away * everybody faces shocked* sooooo.. my son lately keep asking me where can he meet his father which had dead..i keep telling him he will meet him in Heaven one day if he make a good attitudes and so on..but he keep asking the question..actually,he not keep asking thus question before but lately the question keep coming'

'So this morning i sent him to kindergarten ..every kids there,their fathers sent them to kindergarten but not my son..but he was ok..sudenly my daughter at thr back is crying..im asked her why she crying,she said 'kesian adik org lain semua ada ayah,adik xde'' ..

Madam keep thinking about her childrens.. she told us a few sad stories bout her son..and her husband characteristics..make us sad.. 😢 i always imagine how i going to handle this situatuon if this thing happen to me..

Hey come on..the three years old kid can be strong..why i cant be the same?😭😭😭

Al fatihah to allahyarham

.:: DUNIA LUAR ::. ~UNFORGETTABLE MOMENTOS~

*****fuh*****

berhabuk..sokeyh la..

ASSALAMUALAIKUM readers :)

first of all

-walaupun Ira cuti panjang berjela je lepas SPM ni kan..tapi ann..tido lebih byk dr keje..as usual la..tido mmg nikmat bagi yang berasmaradana(asrama) cm Ira ni ea..

-sepanjang bulan 2,3,4 ira menghilangkan diri sebagai seorang yang bekerjaya (okeyh ayat melebeh)..

-may be kawan2 Ira kat luar mesty pikir kan

 (camne la ye boleh keje,,xmalu ke dgn org luar)
-ofkos la I malu

(gemuk2 cm kau tu leh keje lak ea..msty terseksa lemak kau)
-ofkos la mmmg nak bgi seksa pon lemak2 nih >,<

(ayah mak kau kan keje boleh tanggung kau bagi makan..asal kau keje,,gedik?)
-hahaha..duit gaji yang dpt mmg xtahan lama ar..mata mudah rambang pada jualan online ni..lebih2 lagi novel english uh...bapakk ahh!habis duit aku..thee..dr gaji 3 bulan ni kan sepatutnye rm **** .. tinggallah dalam rm 500..kau tgok la cmne la x pokai..aku nih jenis mmg mata rambang lau tgok novel

msty kawan2 aku nak tahu kan asal aku keje?

1.ayah aku selalu 'BISING" kat aku.. "Anak2 kawan ayah sume keje...keje kat kedai desa murni..nasik ayam...kedai tu..kedai ini......."..anak ayah lak duk umh gemukkan badan".. *okeyh sentap MAK!

aku nih kan ade penyakit asma...kalau keje kat desa murni tuh mau tiap2 hari g hospital...kene attack asthma..kan3..haha..kene cari husben dokter lelah ni *muntah pelangi*

2.nak tutup mulut ayah agar xbising mengatakan aku buat lemak...ofkos la kat umah i buat keje suri rumah ni..tapi igt ayah xbising ke?selagi dia tengok haku x keje..lagi tu mulut dia xkan diam (umah aku nih ayah lebih ckap banyak dari umi)..interesting kan?hahah..tp ayah aku sweet giler kowt!

3.aku bersetuju gak ngn g keje..dpt buang sikit kowt lemak aku..n i did it!turun la 4 kilo.. #LEMAK aku nih degil sgt kowt#

antara destinasi aku mintak keje ANEKA(boleh je keje situ basic rm 750  jd cashier..mak cik tu siap kate agy..budak SMAASZA kan..msty pandai mengira.. :p ..tpi kan takut gaji aku nnty termasuk dlm jualan arak..kan ??sangsi lak aku nih..aneka bukan kt dungun je..satu malaysia kowt )..lepas aneka g mintak kat cool blog(boleh je tapi kan dia nak aku keje lame..sampi bulan 5..ofkos la xleh sbb UPU n matrik tahu bulan 5)...nak rehat gak..mintak kat last skli PSI..(PUSTAKA SERI INTAN)..aku rase kat sini sesuai ng jiwa aku yang suke bacer nih... *ayat mintak kaki..cer bagi buku bio..gerenti aku tido :p

jadi bermula la kerjaya aku sebagai jurual,cashier(pandai gak aku gune mesin tu at last) n packing barang..

aku nak syorkan jangan la keje situ bagi lelaki..nnty kau nyesal..sebab kau kene angkat sokmo barang kt stor..berat taw...sakitt..sian my love i..sllu kene angkat berat2..haha..guraw je..

satu lagi aku xnk kauorg keje sini kan sbb BOS dia mmg xde perasaan sikit..(bukan sikit..BANYAK!!)hahah..seyes...depan dia msty sllu kene wat keje..xleh rehat lansung...aku jarang kene marah...akak2 tu kate dia sayang aku..hahah..lawak2..aku plik gk..dia jarang marah aku..atau ye akut k ayah aku sbb ayh aku penah serang dia sbb ade satu kes ni dia tipu ayah aku..ayh aku bengang n terus marah dia..then dia jrg mara aku..just tegur j la..tp gaya ye nebeng!supervisor je kowt!bukan pemilik PSI tuh pon!

mse keje kat sane..lps dpt result..sibuk ah ye..tanye result aku..ceh...ayat manis2 skmo.."tahniah" bagai...tapi bile marah aku tu xsedar lak..kadang kan lu aku bengang sgt ng ye aku bidas mule ye..patut kamu bangger ade pekerje yang suke melawan kamu nih..hihi,,like me!

aku suke keje kat sana..kawan2 best (ok..ayat KAWAN2 tu cm sebaya je kan...hihi)..kat sana kebanyakkan da berusia 20 tahun ke atas..mase aku masuk keje kirenye yang under 20 ade (4 org)..aku ..hajar..k.sam..k.wawa..

aku and hajar

hajar sama umur ngn aku..skolah IZ...aku sllu sgt lepak ngn dia..baru semalam kamik keluar jenjalan..best kawan ng ye..suke KATOK org je keje..haha..mmg ye sllu jadi mangsa rehat ng aku.kalau kami shif sesama...yang aku nyesal..mase awl2 keje kat situ xterpikir pon nak ajk dia solat jemaah...lagi 2 mggu nk bhnti baru ade feeling nak ajak dia jemaah..

at least kitaorg smpt buat..jadi itu antara momentos yg xkan lupe bile keje kat situ

serius...sayang gile ke hajar,rase makin serasi ngn ye..bayangkan kenal xsmpi 3 bulan pon tapi aku rase ukhwah ngn dia cm 5 thun duk kat asrama tu..sllu ye mai umh aku nih lepak2..although bosan..hahah..aku mmg bosan pon!,tapi kalu ye cube rampas man..i will kill you..hahaha~lol

TAK KIRE LAA... SAYANG HAJAR PAH BILE!

nak se U ng ye..se bilik ng ye...sume ng ye... waaa  :'(

kat PSI kan kitaorg cm adik beradik...ase sayang sgt ngn diorang..serius..ase mnyesal lak bhnti awl keje...mesej ng MIss Wong(bos yang x sedar diri tu) nak keje mule..pah ceross ye xbalas..koho bajet ye oor...hajar sila katok ye ng nyapu.. *harap maklum

kat sana kan macam2 pengalaman yang aku dapat..aku patut sentaisa bersyukur kerana kebanyakkan abg2 dan kakak2 kat sana xsambung pelajaran bukan sebb dorang xlayak..tapi diorang nak tolong keluarga..bukan cm aku..keje utk suke2..sayang sgt kan?kalau xsambung blaja..kita xleh gak nk judge macam2 sbb Allah dah rancang yang tebaik utk hambanya..

kat sana gak aku belajar erti kehidupan luar..cite yang akan aku cite ni bukan nak tunjuk keburukkan org tu..tapi kan nak bagi iktibar..so open minded please?

kat sana ade sorang akak ni..dulu dia cite ye xsuke pon lelaki..bagi dia lelaki xhargai perempuan so she fall in love to the same kind like us..girl..ade ramai kenan kat awek dia mase tu...diorang ade masalah..pstu clash..then xthu sbb ape akak tu kapel ng llki lak?mgkin da dpt seru?tp gtu la seru sampi kat mat rempit lak. ..hum..llki tu aku tengok cm mmpergunekannye je..dpt je gaji mintak pitis ye...then akak tu masuk U..disebabkan ade mslh dia kje la kat PSI lu..kau tahu dia ngorat man?abeh tehh kabo lu man nk kawin ng ye free je..just jumpa mak ayah dia.. *man uat muke gatal...

ade akak ni gak bekas lesbian gak..dia ckp dia suke kat puan sbb lebeh memahami perasaan dia...awek dia org sabah..knl melalui wechat..dia ckp dulu zaman dia jahil macam2 dia ckp ng akak tu..bnde2 yang xspatutnye..mse dia cite rse gk meremang..tp alhamdulillah Allah bagi petunjuk kat dia to change her...alhamdulillah! >.<

cite sal abg psi lak..haha.. nama dia Hafiz..asal Hafiz gak?haha..he such a nice boy..dia pun salah satu kje sbb bukan xnk blaja tpi cm aku kata kat atas..ade sebab2 tertentu..and dia la pkerja llki yang setia pada PSI..anak llki miss wong sayang nih kowt :p.. but i love u more!hahaha *sila muntoh pelangi.. xde la.. mule2 aku mmg bencik sgt2 kat dia..diaa n kak midah smash aku,,n aku ni cpt trase haty..dekat seminggu aku xtegur ye..jumpe je msty aku akan jeling tahap machine gun!tp kan lama2 lps knl dia..i know he was nice..n always be nice..aceee..xleh cite byk2.nnty ye kmbng

ade jugak yang sakit..seteruk mane pun aku xthu tapi sakit tubercolisis(TiBi)..kurus sgt dye..nak je aku transfer lemak aku ni kat dia..hihi..ayt mintak kaki lagi..tapi kesian jugak la..dia kene angkt berat2..llki kan..kan da kata law llki keje kat situ berat kene wat keje..hihi. 2 org je llki..tah xthu gak sbb ape dia xsmbung amik sarjana muda..dia dah amik STPm..xigt nk tanye lagi..hihik..

kat sana mase aku keje ade 22 org pkerje trmasuk wong n uncle.. kak yuna(org kuat PSI)..kak fizah..kak bolo..kak azian..kak jannah..kak mastura..kak na..kak midah.kak sam..kak una..izza..adlin..kak wawa..kak tiqah..kak ila..kak diana..kak kecik..hajar..aku..hafzi..jeh..

ase kan..cam xleh dah nak tulis..ase sebak lak tengok gmbo2 nih.. 

LETS the picture talk :'(

kak wawa(lpsn STPM SMKA DG) n kak bolo

abaikan muke aku yang cm bola boling tu

kak wawa..kak una..kak bolo

muke aku mmg cm bola boling pon so abaikan

kak bolo yang xsempat baiki gigi

abaikan muke aku yang annoying tu *ase cm cacat lak gmba ni sbb muke aku.. n look at hajar yang baiki tudung *jgn mara ea jaja cayang :p

aku rase setiap picture aku ade gmbar kak bolo

kak jannah n kak bolo(kak billa)

me and hajar again

kak bolo n hafiz

yang tengah2 tu kak ra

kak na yang baru je kawen..ehem2..xlame da nak dapat anak buah ni :p

me n hajar n kak diana

2 hari sebelum behenti keje

sambut bufday kak una lalu

ummi aku buat lakse penang for the last day..miss wong xdop kan..hihi

bahan2 nye..ehem...acecec..jd chef lakkk

kak tiqah(lpsn STPM)

 n i realize that mase keje ni pun mcm2 jenis org ade..jenis ngumpat blkg..jenis pnyyg..jenis prihatin..tapi apa2 pun kite tetap bawah satu organisasi..ingatlah

 "TIDAK AKAN SEMPURNA IMAN SESEORANG MUSLIM ITU JIKA DIA TIDAK MENYAYANGI SAUDARANYA MELEBIHI DIRINYA SENDIRI" ~HADIS SAHIH

wallahu'alam

segala apa yang aku tulis ni kalau cm keterlaluan gtaw la ek..tegur baik2..ok??that all yang aku rase mmpu tulis..ase cm panjang dah..k..daa..assalamualaikum readers :)

MEET MAA FAMILY :)

Assaamualaikum...

*fuh*

berhabuk sgt lappy ni..lame sgt xbukak blog..sian blog ni..anak tiri..

LOL

bukan xnk bukak x sempat

skrg ni titew keje..8 jam taw sehari kalau OT  12 jam..mmg best sgt ler kan..lenguh pinggang ni...tapi x pe la..target nak tolong sikit ummi bayar untuk beli moto..cehh,, tu la target titew.xkan nak suh umi bayar lake duit moto tu..kite bayar la sikit..moto ayah tu lama da x gerak..zaman nenek dulu ag moto tu...cantik cm Ariana Rose la katekan :3 berat sgt nak bawak.. cakap sal lesen sy amt brase hati ng Alia :(

forget it,,ntah pape..nak intro sal family... aik???

da lame blog baru nak kenalkan..

~baru dpt ilham..dr saat ni sy tengah kumpul gambar..byk thrownback nak buat nih :p

ok.. dimulakan dengan ayahanda tersayam...

ni gambar ayah mase kat Hamilton Garden..

MOHD. RUZI HAMZAH

-ayah titew keje sebagai Ketua Hal Ehwal Pelajar (HEP) Politeknik Sultan Mizan Zainal abIDIN.. (PSMZA)

-sambil tu dye jugak mengajar subjek kejuruteraan awam..

mase tecik2 dulu pikir ayah sllu ajar org wat tandas awam..station bus awam..ALL that have connection words wif AWAM...bile besar fikir blik ntah pape la aku nih :p

-ayah lahir 1969 (12 march) 4 hari sebelum sy lahir kalau ikut bulan ler =='

-seorang yang tegas tapi lawak..kalau bab pelajaran mmg serius tahap nape lagi..pernah result teruk..dia amik tepek kat dinding nak tunjuk ke adik2..jadikan pengajaran...sebulan taw mogok ng ayah..tpi bila pikir mmg patot pun..

-seorang yang rajen..kalau kat umah pantang nampak sampah kain bertimbun2..automatic tgn dia akan gerak.ayah paling bersih dlm rumah titew ni...kalau mnyapu titew nyapu..sehelai dua rmbut je boleh.kalau dia..berpuluh2 pelik gak...ishhh..cmne la ayah leh dpt banyak2..jelez

-mase PMR dulu sllu down.,paling takut subjek english..mase english seharian duk kat skolah titew ng umi nk bgi smgt..mase malam exam SPM meh jupe sblm kite exam..siap bg bihun tonyam lagi..ayah sllu mai skolah..yela..SMAASZA xketat mane pon..hihi peace..sayang smaasza!

-mase xcident ng teacher zalina dulu ayah n adik2 OTW ke tanjung malim..umi kat perak mase tu..lepas thu sy xcident..dia terus tinggal adik2 kt mak sdare..pecut g hospital..kul 3 pagi smpi hospital..muka dia sgt suci masa tu..snggup tgok sy..adik2 kata dekat 180 lebih bawak..or else lebih lagi rase..laju gile..dia mase smpi tolong lapkan darah meleleh dr kepala sy..mmg rase nk nngis nak peluk je ayah... sayang ayah sgt!

-ayah da amik Master kat USM penang..sblum tu kat UTM  skudai la amik kejuruteraan awam...then sambung pH.D kat UMP pahang n U Malaya..2 U..sebab2 tertentu..

-then..its simple to me..he is my idola :)

UMI

NORLIA MD.DESA

-umi sebagai pengurus ULPL kat PSMZA jugak sebagai seorang pensyarah kejuruteraan mekanikal..(thermodynamic dhoe) :P..

-umi mmg pandai masak..dri masakan kedah(umi dr YAN kedH) smpai masakan terengganu sedpppp sgt..ramai puji umi pandai masak

-umi jenis lembut sikit hati..mudah nngis..biasanye umi ade masalah umi cite kat ayah

-umi ng ayah ni sewit taw..sllu mnje2 gak ler...igt lagi mse bufday umi..mse tu tido lam bilik umi..pastu malam tu terjage...nmpk cm lilin ..dlm hati "xde elektrik ke?"..rupe2nye kek.ayah nak wat suprise ke umi..malam tu umi ng ayah sembang2 sambil gelak2..cm date la pulak..hihi..ayah sayang kat umi..mase birthday umi ayah beli smsung S advance ke umi..umi xkan pernah tukar fon melainkan ayah bagi..umi mmg cmtu..bukan cm anak2 dye..sume nak nset baru.termasuk org yang tulis ni pon

-umi pon amik kejuruteraan mekanikal di UTM skudai..master di USM penang gak..mse umi pregnant 8 bulan naik feri nak g universiti..mase tu duk kedah agy..umi kene kejar dengan orang gile..bayangkan..melahirkan sorang budak ni la nih

-umi seorang yang tabah..trust me..kalau anda di tempat saya pun anda akan cakap cmtu..bagi aku..ummi adalah seorang malaikat yang benar2 baik..sayangggg umi!!!!!

adik lepas saya

NUR ANIS SYAKIRAH

Ni adik yang boleh dikatakan kawan sebantal..selalu gadoh ng dia..biase r tu..

sekarang dia fom 4 kat SESMA...

perghhh..dia ni xleh tension2 sgt..ade masalah..dia la beautiful nara dlm family lepas umi ase...kakak dia xcomey mane.. (mmg xcomey)

alhamdulillah PMR 8 A (xambil arab) skolah sains kan..

tapi subjek tambahan dia amik arab..

kalau akak xdpt amik medik adik..awak amik la neh.. (update: aku law adik engin wkwkwk) 

kiki

ni Nur 'Aqilah Syafiqah

sekarang ni di fom 1 kat IMTIAZ KOSPINT..

dia mmg lebih dr org lain..biase la..ank no.3 mmg pelik..

mase dia kecik2..umi bgthu..org yang xde rambut mane tu dia pandai la sbb pikir bayk

dia pun tanye umi "umi anak ayah tu kepala botak..anak ayam tu pandai ke?"

soalan dia mmg kadang2 melampau..alhamdulillah sblm ye g KOSPINT duk kat MAK LAGAM..nampak perbezaan agama dan tak..

kat mak lagam bukan main nak bawak fon sbb senoir bg.. ceh..baru fom 1 nak bawak da :p.. kat kospint dia mula bagus da..balik umah sllu hafal quran..sejuk rumah ni..in shaa Allah..

Nur Afiqah Syafiyah

ni anak manje perempuan kesayangan ayah..

dulu sape2 usik dia trus ngadu ke ayah

MNJE sgt habaq hg!

skrg n dajah 5..dia comel :)

last  but not least..the lovely bubbly boo..

  

Muhammad Dzafri

-mase bersalin ke dia dulu umi 2 kali masuk hospital

mule2 dokter scan baby girl.tp lame2 dokter kate its a boy..

mmg mase tu ayah org pertama hepy sbb ade legasi llki cm dia..

umi nak dia jadi hafiz al quran dan belajar di Mekah au Madinah

doakan dia..amiin

mase tecik2 dulu..

setakat ini sahaja..thnks 4 reading..

assalamualaikum :)